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5 Reasons to Get Involved
AAFP, ACOFP, SNMA, GAFP, GOMA, AOA, AMA, ABCDEFG (<— ok, just kidding on that last one). As you can see, so many acronyms of various medical professional organizations can turn into alphabet soup at times. However, being a member of these groups, whether premed, med student, resident, and beyond, affords countless opportunities.
A couple of weeks ago I attended the American Academy of Family Physicians National Conference of Family Medicine Residents and Student in Kansas City, MO. I serve on the Georgia Academy of Family Physicians Board of Directors and represented the state at the national conference. Overall it was a memorable experience and I’m grateful that I attended.
I encourage you to become active members of professional organizations. Even if you are not in the medical field, the following 5 reasons to get involved applies to every profession:
- Information: Gain information about your specialty, techniques, procedures, policies, and get the latest updates in your field. There’s such breadth of things to learn while attending conferences.
- Motivation: Hear from powerful speakers, experts, and accomplished individuals in your field who have encouraging and uplifting words after overcoming insurmountable odds. For instance, at the AAFP conference, I was inspired to become more of an advocate for my patients by listening to some amazing speakers who have taken a personal stance in Washington, DC for certain health policies.
- Representation: Serve in leadership roles on behalf of your school, residency program, hospital, etc. While at the conference, I noticed that minority representation in leadership roles was lacking. If you want organizations to take notice of the needs of people who look like you or share the same values, it is vital to become a leader. Remember, “If you’re not at the table, you’re on the menu.”
- Socialization (networking): Meet like-minded individuals and also catch up with old friends. Remember, it’s not always what you know, it’s often who you know. For example, the AAFP conference invited residency programs and hospitals to exhibition booths, which was a great way to connect with future employers. I also met some awesome medical students who were interested in my residency program, and I was able to exchange contact info with them.
- Vacation: Take a few days to get away from the stress of school/work and recharge. I am currently dabbling in photography, so my camera goes everywhere I go. At the AAFP conference, I was able to explore the city and get some good photos along the way…and did I mention eat some great food?
Whatever your occupation and/or professional interests are, I challenge you to seek out and join organizations that best fit your professional needs. I’d love to hear from you. Comment below and let me know what organization(s) you are apart of.
-thedoctorjb
Don’t Look in the Rear View Mirror
Hey yall! Guess who passed the COMLEX Level 3 board exam last month and is now eligible to be licensed in the state of Georgia? Yep, me! God is so good! So let me back up and tell you the story, before I get carried away.
I took my exam at the beginning of June. I had to really put in work and manage my time wisely while wrapping up first year of residency and studying for boards. I studied using some of the methods I talked about in a prior blog post (check it out here). I also had one of my attendings and my advisor hold me accountable and check in with me weekly to discuss my studying progression. Overall, I knew I put in the time and work while preparing, but I was still nervous. I always get nervous before big exams, and I will admit that I have test taking anxiety. I have a routine on exam days where I get up early, call my parents who pray with me, and then put on my pre-exam music playlist to get my mind right. So the time came, and I sat down at the computer to tackle this 8-hour exam ahead of me. I said another quick prayer, and got to work.
Things started off pretty well during the first sections. When I got to section 4, right before the lunch break, I hit a brick wall. I quickly realized that I had taken too much time in the prior sections and was running out of time. Each section has 50 questions, and I got to about question 30 of the fourth section and only had 10 minutes left. There was no way in the world I’d be able get through the remaining 20 or so questions in 10 short minutes. I have never had a panic attack before in my life, until that moment. My heart started to race, I had trouble breathing, my mouth was dry, and my hands and legs were shaking uncontrollably. I tried to calm myself down and use visualization techniques to get it together. However, the more I tried to close my eyes and focus, the more my eyes drifted to the ever-winding clock. I came up with a quick strategy, and with about 2 minutes left on the clock, I planned to go through the remaining questions and just randomly choose B for each answer. Unfortunately, I still had a few questions at the end of the section that I did not get to answer. Alas, the clock went to 0:00 and it was time for lunch.
I pushed myself up from the chair with my sweaty, shaky hands and wobbly legs and staggered to the break room. My heart was still pounding out of my chest and I felt like I needed an inhaler, and I don’t even have asthma. At this point, I had no appetite, but knew I needed to eat something to make it through the 4 hours after the lunch break. I called my mom, who immediately sensed that something was wrong. I told her what happened and she calmly said, “Jay, listen to me. Don’t look in the rear view mirror.” I knew exactly what she meant. Early that morning before she and my dad prayed with me on the phone, she said the same thing, “Don’t look in the rear view mirror.” I had struggled with standardized testing before and had a habit of dwelling on the past. The anxiety and fear that came when taking board exams stemmed from my previous failures (more about that here ). Once you fail a board exam, you always have that experience in the back of your mind. My mother told me to forget about the things in the past, and focus on what was in front of me. As I sat in that break room, my mother’s words soothed me. I was reassured that everything would be okay. I went on to eat my lunch and reaffirmed God’s promises to me as I prayed in my head.
As I re-entered the testing room and sat at my computer, I took a deep breath and started the next section. I kept reminding myself not to look in the rear view mirror and not to focus on what happened before lunch. I went on to finish the rest of the exam without any issues with time. I was relieved that the exam was finally behind me, but I also was up against the month long dreaded wait for my exam score.
Fast forward to last week. I got the email that my score had been released. I was excited and a tad bit scared at the same time. I logged in to my account and scrolled down to see the words: PASSED. Can I tell you, how I almost rearranged my living room furniture from shouting?
I had spent a little over a month anxiously waiting, and even had a nightmare about this day. (I had a dream a while back that I failed.) The first thing I did was thank God! I could not stop saying, “Thank you Jesus,” because I knew it was only Him that brought me through that exam. The next thing I did was call my parents. They were just as excited as I was. I then texted/called my friends and attendings to share the good news.
My purpose in sharing this very personal story with you is simple. No matter what you happen to face in life, and no matter how difficult or impossible that situation may seem, DON’T LOOK IN THE REAR VIEW MIRROR. It’s okay to reflect on how far you’ve come, but do not dwell on previous failures. The Apostle Paul said it best: “No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.” -Philippians 3:13-14 (NLT)
-thedoctorjb
It’s Been a Long Time, I Shouldn’t Have Left You…
Hey yall! Peep that Aaliyah and Timbaland reference. It’s been WAAAYYYY too long since my last blog post. So much has happened since my last post in January. First off, I’ve finished my first year of residency and I am officially a 2nd year resident! One down, two more to go! Woooo-hooooo!
I’ve learned to manage my clinic patients’ high blood pressure, cholesterol and diabetes (the trinity for family medicine). I’ve done numerous ultrasound-guided knee injections in the clinic, and also used ultrasound to confirm intrauterine pregnancy on my preggo patients. I’ve followed my first OB continuity patient throughout her pregnancy and delivered her sweet baby. I’ve biopsied and excised skin cancers. I’ve laughed and also cried with patients. I even had a patient and his wife bring me bags of fresh kale from their garden (good southern hospitality). From school sports physicals to nursing home visits, I’ve had a blast.
My experience in the hospital has also been interesting and busy, to say the least. I’ve worked up patients for multiple myeloma and tuberculosis. I have treated kiddos with Henoch-Schonlein purpora, Hirschsprung’s disease and even Kawasaki disease. I’ve worked up my share of pneumonia, COPD, and congestive heart failure exacerbations. And don’t get me started on flu season. There was a flu outbreak back in March and our hospital was swamped.
First year of residency hasn’t been without its challenges. Those days of back to back 12-14 hour days without much sleep are no fun, but every step has been worth it. Trying to exude compassion and empathy when a patient has no respect for your profession is sometimes frustrating, but is often outweighed by that one simple “thank you” from a patient who knows you care. I’ve had to learn how to balance personal life and work, which I am still working on, but I’m getting better.
I could go on and on about the things I’ve learned and experienced in one short year; however, that would take forever. Overall, this year has been challenging, yet very rewarding. I’ve formed meaningful relationships with my colleagues, attendings, and my patients. It feels great to know that I am walking in the calling that God has set for my life. As I always say, “God is faithful to those who trust in Him.” He has carried me through year one of residency, and I have no doubt He’ll continue to guide me through this second year.
-thedoctorjb
P.S. I promise it won’t be another 6 months before my next blog post. Stay tuned…great things to come.
Photo credit: http://www.billboard.com/articles/columns/hip-hop/7655052/aaliyah-greatest-hits-pulled-from-apple-music-itunes
Creating the Perfect Rank Order List
So you’ve made it to 4th year of med school and you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Time to finalize your rank list of residency programs. I’ve created an infographic below for tips on creating the perfect rank list. Good luck to all!
-thedoctorjb
Happy December…or is it?
Happy December everybody! Many of you are in the holiday spirit and may have started your Christmas music playlists already. I started mine the day after Thanksgiving (don’t judge). For most, this time of year brings warm and fuzzy feelings; however, to some this is the most distressing time of year. Some tend to worry and stress over finances and not having enough to purchase everything on Christmas lists. Others are reminded of lost loved ones who are no longer here during the season that is supposed to be joyous and filled with those we care about the most. Many suffer from depression, especially during the holiday season, and have not found ways to cope.
As a family physician, I see multiple patients every week with depression. Depression is the most common mental health condition in primary care. According to the National Institute of Mental Health, in 2015, over 16 million adults in the U.S. had at least one episode of major depression in the past year. I find it interesting that despite the prevalence of depression, so many people are not being treated. Researchers have found untreated depression to be associated with increased suicidal risks, decreased quality of life, and poor outcomes with co-existing chronic medical problems.
As a Black woman who grew up in the church, seeking help for mental illness was highly stigmatized. I was taught to be strong and “go to God in prayer” when facing obstacles. Don’t get me wrong, I believe in the power of prayer; however, I also know that depression is a serious medical condition and God doesn’t want me to be ignorant. By ignorant I mean uninformed. Many people underestimate their symptoms and feel that they can deal with issues by talking to friends or their pastor. Yes, those things help, but seeking professional medical attention can provide solutions in ways that talking to others may not be able to. I understand that there are many reasons why people don’t seek help such as embarrassment, thinking they can handle it alone, distrust of medical professionals, and so on, but depression is too dangerous NOT so seek help.
We often spend so much time and energy working on our physical appearance, but neglect to take care of ourselves mentally. While you’re planning your New Year’s resolutions and working on a plan to eat healthier and workout more, focus on your mental health, also. If you suffer from depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, or have a hard time dealing with stressful events in life, I urge you to seek help.
If you think you may be suffering from depression, click here for a free online screening. Additionally, feel free to email me if you have any questions. Remember, seeking help does not make you a coward and it does not make you any less strong of a person.
Happy December yall!
-thedoctorjb
Sources:
John, Jason, et al. Screening for Depression in Adults. In: UpToDate, Post, TW (Ed), UpToDate, Waltham, MA, 2016.
http://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/mental-health-screen/patient-healthhttps://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/statistics/prevalence/major-depression-among-adults.shtml
From Rejection to Promotion
About 4 months ago, I sat down and talked to my fellow Louisianan, Danielle Ward, a 3rd year medical student. We chatted about her journey to and through medical school thus far. She has overcome many obstacles and is such an inspiration. Watch how this single mom, went from rejection to promotion, and is now the National President – Elect of Student National Medical Association for the 2017 academic year. Check out her story below:
From Rejection to Promotion from thedoctorjb on Vimeo.
Be sure to follow Danielle on Twitter @minoritydoctor, on IG @LSUsweetheart and visit her blog at www.aspiringminoritydoctor.com!
-thedoctorjb
Vaginas, Babies, Cool Weather, and Nappy Hair
Hey everyone! So, I’ve wrapped up my first week of my OB/GYN block. Those close to me know that I’m geeked, because I absolutely love OB/GYN (well maybe less GYN and more OB). I was THIIIIISSSS close to applying to OB/GYN residency programs, but realized I wasn’t about that life. Not trying to wake up in the middle of the night or early morning when your baby decides to enter the world. Additionally, I love family medicine too much to limit myself to strictly womens’ health.
Anywho, I’ve spent the past 4 months at a hospital that partners with my residency hospital. My program is a rural track, which means I spend about 5 months at a neighboring hospital, and the remainder of my training is at my home institution. This means that I’ve had to drive almost an hour each way every day for the last 4 months. I am now back at my home hospital that is located less than 10 minutes away from my house. I don’t know how to act leaving my house after the sun is up. I digress….anyway….this week has been fun! There’s no greater feeling than getting up every morning loving what you do. Work is not work, and I’m getting paid to do something that I genuinely enjoy!
I’ve seen my share of gynecology patients in clinic. I’m kind of over vaginas and PAP smears, but I enjoy educating women on their bodies and health. I’ve delivered some babies and performed some c-sections this week. I also got to scrub in to a hysterectomy and bilateral salpingectomy case using the DaVinci surgical system. My hospital is one of few in the area that uses this system. This was my first time seeing the DaVinci in action, and I was impressed! It is minimally invasive, and allows for a quick recovery time for the patient. My attendings and ancillary staff at my hospital are so excited to have residents for the first time. (My residency program is new, and I’m in the inaugural class.) I am allowed so much autonomy and get to do as much as I want regarding procedures and patient care. It’s been a great week so far!
Being that I don’t have to travel as far for work this block, I had time to run errands and get some much needed grocery shopping done yesterday evening. I even got a chance to make my mama’s peach cobbler recipe (even though I’m supposed to be eating healthier). The fall weather is here in South GA, and I woke up to the crisp, clean breeze and sound of leaves on my patio this morning. It doesn’t get any better than that. Fall is my favorite time of year.
Well, that is all for now. Just a quick update. Now off to tackle this hair of mine, then studying. I should have gotten an early start. It’s wash day, and my natural hair sistahs can relate to wash day being an all day affair.
Hope everyone is enjoying their weekend! Until next time…
-thedoctorjb
IN CASE OF FIRE, DO NOT USE ELEVATOR!
“In case of fire, do not use elevator.” Every time I see one of those signs, I think, “What are the chances that I get stuck in a burning building.” I hope that never happens; however, I was thinking about life and the phrase took on a new meaning.
Since I moved for residency, I haven’t seen my friends much. Today, one of my good friends came to visit, along with her husband and son. We always end up in passionate, thought provoking conversations that challenge me to be better and do better. At some point today, our conversation shifted toward the reason for struggles in our lives. Let me just pause and say that both my friend and her husband have powerful stories of things they have gone through in their lives. They both have a gift of touching others through their stories, and they always encourage me.
Shortly after they left, I continued to think about certain things that I’ve gone through and I could just picture the elevator sign in my head. Elevators are very convenient and quick ways to move from one level to another; however, the stairs demand more effort and take a bit longer. Now add fire to that, and you get heat, smoke, and an even harder climb. I’m not on the level in life where I want to be just yet, but I’ve moved up by taking the stairs. It has taken me longer than expected and has required more hard work than I had ever imagined. From not getting accepted into med school on my first attempt, to not passing board exams on my first attempt, I can truly relate to taking the stairs opposed to the elevator in life. I’ve gotten short of breath while taking the stairs and had to take a few breaks, like taking a leave during my third year of med school. But I never lost sight of my destination and matched at my number one choice for residency. Now that I am a physician, I’m still taking the stairs, and sometimes the temperature gets really hot. For example, on my first day of inpatient medicine, I felt overwhelmed and frustrated. It took me forever to get my notes done, and navigating the EMR to put in orders was so frustrating. On top of that, I had not slept well the night before and was exhausted all day. By the time I got in my car to go home, I broke down in tears. But the next day, I woke up ready to tackle the day like yesterday had not even happened.
Needless to say, I am so grateful for those flights of stairs that have made me the young doctor I am today. I take joy in waking up at 5:00 am to get ready for work. I love learning from my patients who challenge me to be a great physician. It brought tears of joy to my eyes when a Black patient encouraged me as I walk out of the room by saying, “Keep up the great work. We need more doctors who look like us.” All of the stairs that I have climbed, while battling the heat that life throws my way, have made me stronger and taught me patience. They’ve also helped me to appreciate the work that it takes to reach new levels.
Like my friends who touch so many lives with their stories, my desire is to help someone else through my story. When you’ve gotten tired of taking the stairs I encourage you to take one more step. And when you take one more step, take another…and another…and another. You may get short of breath, but keep going. Know that others have taken those same steps and there are others behind you, as well.
Keep climbing!
-thedoctorjb